Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Waving the White Flag

It's only 5:51AM and it's already been an uplifting day. Waving the white flag usually means surrender well not to me. Here's why: as many of you know I've been dealing with migraine headaches and neck pain for the past 3-4 years on a pretty consistent basis. Finally today, I'm on my way to work this morning in a lot of pain trying to be in a happy mood. I get in the car with an ice pack on my neck, put in my Hillsong CD (christian rock) as I get on the free way turn it track 5 a song called Inside Out talks about praising God and being in his grace from the Inside out. I started crying as I usually do when I'm on to something HUGE. I thought if can surrender my life and will to God it's time to surrender to the pain and ask God to help me deal with it. He heard me.... the pain went away, I feel free because I finally got it. So, the moral of this story: Surrender doesn't mean giving up, it means moving forward to something bigger and better. With God's love and grace anything is possible. I really felt his embrace this morning. In his hands I am NEVER alone.

Take care & God Bless

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